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A few things to talk about today.

3/25/2015

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So last night, my sisters did some house cleaning. Part of the process was moving an old mattress onto my brother's old bed in my bedroom. (We used to share, then he moved out.) Which was occupied by my stuff by now.

And moving it around made me realize...I have a LOT of stuff. And that I REALLY need to organize it some time soon. Not to mention, to blog about the accumulation of stuff I got together and wrote but never got around to doing much about. (Speaking of blogs I never got around to writing, I owe you at least one story which I thought about back on Sunday but haven't done anything about since.)

But what I mainly came here to talk about was today. I'm a little bit frustrated, because I got an idea for a trans-focused song, one which had not only lyrics but also a tune backing it, but work kept me so busy that by the time I wrote the lyrics I remembered down, all the flow of the song was killed, and with it, the continuity needed to finish. I COULD present it, but I'd rather not.

So that left me some time to instead tinker with my magical girl. She's still me, but I do like the idea of turning it into a story. Obviously, it'd require a change in name because making it COMPLETELY me is generally a practice frowned upon, but all the same, I thought I'd outline a few things.

-My/her Magical Girl/Superhero name is 'Red Hood Rider', and she is called Ruby for short.
-When releasing Forbidden Art 1: Dark Aura, she's been given the nickname 'Dark Ruby'.
-Her family knows her secret (unlike mine), and is present in the story, but none of them are actively involved, basically just being secret keepers who're heavily snarkish about the whole affair in the friendly family way.
-She's blood brothers with the other co-lord of the Darkblood Coven (or whatever I named them before), and he's actually not a large player, not even in vampire politics--one of the reasons he isn't THE lord is because he didn't really want to deal with that stuff anyway so delegated it to her, but she still will come to him for advice in vampire affairs and he's her main vampiric contact.
-I'm thinking she has at least one more male vampire contact within her coven, mainly contacted for covert operations as a vampiric spy network of sorts.
-Her best friend is a male supporter, who later gains powers himself to become one of her first assistants in combat.
-One of her other first supporters is an initial rival magical girl, turned friend after conflicting a few times.
-She gains another vampiric ally, this one a battlemaster, after revealing to him Forbidden Art 2: Blood Staff (or whatever I named it before), and terrifying him. He basically got scared straight, abandoned the life of supervillainy, tried the civilian life, but needing blood, began feeding off of criminals vigilante-style. (Ruby is not a vigilante, because she leaves every-day crimefighting to the every-day crimefighters, AKA, cops; she only fights supervillains.) However, he's kinda bad at it, and he tells her that male crooks' blood tastes absolutely TERRIBLE. (Which she already knows, but he doesn't know that.) He eventually gets a donor, but stays out of the direct story...
-...Until the donor herself becomes a magical girl. Now, normally, magical girl blood would be poisonous to vampires, but because she was his donor before becoming a magical girl, she can still donate to him, but only him. And he can drain her, but only her, and only as much as she wills him to have.
-At least one or two additional magical girls.
-All of this before I add in a magical girl who is The Mole, but who the characters don't know is The Mole for quite a while, well after other characters have joined. (In fact, Ruby only finds out because a supervillain makes a slip of the tongue and with no malice and no "I can't believe they've got ME doing it" in his voice said, 'I want Ruby dead!' which gave away that someone had been feeding him information.) She, predictably, makes a HeelFaceTurn to be a legitimate good guy at the resolution of the arc. (Well, sort-of-resolution. The whole arc is very much cloak-and-dagger, filled with gambit and memory pileup, layered one person at a time with one reveal after another including the first time Ruby's vampire lord form is shown.)
-And then at least one or two magical girls after that.

-This, all before an eventual story arc's resolution where the Darkblood Coven is, via unfortunate magical circumstances, almost pushed into an unwilling civil war between the two blood brothers and co-lords, which they resolve in a highly-unorthodox method: by using human tech (which is almost advanced enough to make it work, but not quite there yet) combined with a little bit of black magic and natural vampiric abilities, they manage to produce a biological daughter of Dark Ruby and the co-lord without the two having actually, ah, 'bonded'.

Said daughter, within two years, has grown to teenaged age and maturity, thanks to how vampiric genetic memory works. (The vampire child remembers things like languages the parents have learned, thus becoming well-versed in English, and things like math, and things like morals instilled and disciplines, so the child is rather mature for their physical age, but while these concepts get translated, experiences such as anything identifying who their parent is are not--though the vampire generally is going to be able to 'feel' their parent, they won't already know by memories alone.)

And she joins the cast as well, to effectively become Ruby's sister. (Aside from occasional moments of funny where Ruby acts as a mother to her.)

By the way, time passes in the story if you couldn't tell. The main character begins as either a freshmen or a sophomore at the beginning of the story, and moves on through high school as it progresses. It's also not going to shy away from subjects--I probably won't have explicit material, but implicit material including plenty of dirty language is going to be featured. (But reasonably so.) The whole thing is Magical Girl meets Superhero (because each magical girl is outfitted in garb that's closer to that of a superhero) meets Power Rangers meets vampire politics with a shade of slice-of-life thrown in.

I love it.
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...Or not.

3/24/2015

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Got the smallest of windows before obligations drag this to be after midnight, so gonna be quick:
Remember THE tune?

...Kinda hard not to, given how much I talk about it.

It's like...like that tune is my soul or something, and that everything I make music-wise is in some way based on it, the fundamental "sound" of me.

Well, got another one, and this one I think could actually rival THE tune, for one reason:
It's so simple, I can turn it into anything. It's four notes, the bass of something, and unlike THE tune, this one could be used for a song but like THE tune could also equally as easily be instrumental and be used in, say, a video game.

The notes go like this, each short (rather than drawn out), basically half-notes in a ~120 BPM rhythm yet each taking the space of two full measures (meaning about 1.5 measures of silence), though it may be slightly longer (5/8ths, maybe even 3/4ths but probably not).

Ba.
(d1)Doo.
(u1)Da.
(d1)Doo.
(d1 = down at least one from 'Ba', and u1 = at least one up from 'Ba'.)

And endlessly repeating. That might not sound like much, but it's actually groundbreaking. Its simplicity gives it versatility, and I've already expanded that bass at least three different ways, some with words and it working.

Very excited about it.
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Past Midnight, Shut Up, I Know XXX

3/24/2015

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Standard Monday stuff. Wake up, go to work, Dancing With The Stars, Castle, watch the part that I missed, and bam, past midnight, no blog entry. So nothing too terribly long. (Fair warning, tomorrow's gonna be the same way.) But to keep a long story short, my younger sister has continued her journey. She got into the 1200s last I checked--advantages to being related to someone famous being that their lineage is well-documented as a result. There were a couple of times illegitimate children come into the family tree, and also a few instances of suspicious deaths on the same year or even same day (but no confirmable accounts of actions then).

A highlight of her day was finding someone else that was famous, famous enough to have his own wikipedia page. I forget the name, but I think it might've been something starting with an E, and ending with York? He was nobility of some kind. (Duke?) Since my memory for names is so terrible, I'll have to ask in order to remember who he is, because he sounded important and my (older) sister remembered hearing his name in some historical fiction apparently, increasing that, and that'd be neat to blog about. But for the moment, just take my word for it.

...If you couldn't tell, we're primarily of various different British Isles descent. English, Welsh, a bit of Scottish, a strong amount of Irish (over a quarter total thanks to an Irish grandmother--my mother's mother, but there's also some on my father's side), you get the idea, but there was definitely notable German and French names in there, which I've known was there as well.

So fun stuff like that might keep cropping up in my blogs for a while.
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It's in our blood.

3/22/2015

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So I've always had a fascination with my family history. We've got a very strong oral tradition, passing down stories from generation to generation, that I always wanted to learn more about, but never have.

More than that, not only do I wish to know about them, but about their descendants, too, people who aren't in relationship to me.

It seems this trend is not unique among my family.

My brother pursued it briefly as a hobby when he had free access to ancestry.com, my father is our de facto resource for family history...

...And now, my younger sister has done an INCREDIBLE amount of work in connecting dots, via some translation: official documents have some imperfections (especially given people's tendency to not go by their legal birth name), whereas verbal tradition can often be similarly close-but-not-quite perfect, and managing to combine the two, she has gotten very, very far.

While the subject I hold most interest in, our named ancestor of Daniel M. Lewis who immigrated to America frustratingly eludes the details (there's just no way to track him down because his name was way too common a name, even given family history of the unique circumstances behind his departure), in its place?

My sister found that our (seven greats) grandmother was THE Daniel Boone's sister. Meaning we are direct relatives and he was our uncle seven times removed.

...Okay, so distantly related, but still...my great, great, great, great, great, great, great grandmother was the sister to Daniel Boone.

The funny thing is, my sister's still learning more. She found a goldmine of information, which is continuing to as far as she can tell pan out accurately. The links are there, and she's finding them. Now, she's only going back for the most part to direct ancestors, not following their trees into our distant cousins, simply because there would be too many, but another thing I remember her mentioning is that we have an old female relative who was a writer, and a decently-known one (enough to have a lengthy amount of info about her) too. I didn't really catch the details, there (I was, sadly, multitasking because I needed to leave), butstill...goes to show you how strong some of those genes can be.
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I had a dream last night.

3/21/2015

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...And unlike my normal dreams?
...I actually REMEMBERED it.
And it was an awesome dream. Not a long one. It was mostly just a framing device.

But all the same, I remembered it! (Partially because the dream stole from several notable anime, but I digress.)

Basically, to lay out the fundamentals, the setting takes place in the spirit realm, a realm which is not strictly speaking the realm of the dead but effectively serves that function.

People who're living can enter it, but it's mostly reserved for the dead, and they live in peace and harmony, having basically whatever they want, as a type of heaven. The catch being that there are also monsters around.

In order to fight these monsters, a few souls are born upon arrival as "Magers", basically Magical Girls except having an equal mixture of genders. These Magers all have special traits about them, and have established backstories as well...the catch being, this being the spirit realm, their recollection of events is imperfect. There are eight characters, and the plot basically (after a short introduction to each of them) kicks off with them meeting together as a group for the first time. The characters are:

-The "Rookie", a newcomer mager. He appears to be about 15, has black hair and brown eyes. In all aspects, he seems like an ordinary guy, who has been thrown into this situation against his will. He's inexperienced in combat, and barely manages to survive his first fight...but he hides a secret: unlike all other magers, he has perfect memory of who he was, and that man was an older, ~28-year-old spymaster in the army, a combat master, who dabbled in the supernatural even as a living human and who had researched files of people he saw in visions, tracking down the truthful identities of many of the magers. In other words, though he may be the newest full-time occupant to the spirit realm, he has been connected to it for over ten years, and is the most lethal wildcard on the team. He is also, incidentally, the protagonist. (I stole his design from Kirito in Sword Art Online.)

-The "Bishop", a stereotypical tough guy. Red hair pointed straight up (not in a mohawk, but sort-of similar in design), bulging muscles, wears a green army outfit that's sleeveless, tall, gruff voice, you get the idea. He was a 17-year-old lieutenant in the army when he died, and has put his military training to great use, being an explosives expert, laying traps, fighting in melee combat, and whatnot. He's been fighting for five years as a mager. The twist is, the Rookie reveals to him that he never was an army lieutenant--he was a 14-year-old kid that was being conscripted into the army against his will, who died before he ever made it in.

-The "King", basically the Big Good--an 18-year-old computer geek appearance-wise, with glasses, purple hair, garbed all in white, and the works. The interesting thing about him is that he has absolutely no memory of his past life when he was alive. Instead, he has the gift of precognition, seeing future events, and future events he sees are, 100%, guaranteed to happen as he sees them. The twist comes in that, like other characters, there's gaps. Events he see are guaranteed to happen as foretold, but because he can't see all the details, the future is still ambiguous, just like for the other characters how their past is. There is a slight variance on this, though. The King's oracle powers give him the chance to see what happens if he decides not to tell others about his visions. In 90% of the cases, the future shown is worse, so he usually discloses the full vision, even though the future he sees is often not exactly a pleasant thing.

-Marochi, an ex-mager who turned to the side of the monsters and has now taken up taming them for a personal army which he leads. He is, obviously, normally an antagonist, the direct rival to his former friend and ally King. He once fought together, and truly believed in the ideals of the magers, but the longer he was among them, the stronger his memories of his past life became, and the more he wished to do the impossible: return to that life. In other words, he became a villain in order to try and cheat death, return to the living, and resume life. This, obviously, is no easy feat, and in the case of Marochi, would basically require the destruction of a significant portion of the spirit realm, which the magers cannot allow to happen. He comes to the summit because he knows better than to ignore the summonings of King, and of course knows that magers are too soft to lure him into a trap like that. (If you couldn't tell, he's based off of Orochimaru.)

-The New Girl, who comes in shortly before the Rookie does. I'm thinking she has long, pink hair, but I don't know as much about her as I do the guys. I do know she's the other protagonist, though.

Then there are three other girls, too, but while I could flesh them out a bit now, in the dream I didn't really have much of them, I just knew they were there.

(Also, of the girls, one's a Queen, but I don't know which, one's a Knight, but I don't know which, and another is some variant on Pawn, but I don't know which. I also know that I want one of them [potentially the protagonist new girl] to be a transwoman, but I don't know which.)

King gathers the magers together to share a vision of the future. He basically tells them that one of the magers will betray the others, and that mager will become a threat worse than Marochi. Said betrayal would be triggered by King's death at the hand of Marochi, an event he knows is destined to happen some time in the near future. It may not happen instantly, but gradually, one of the magers would turn against the others, be twisted, for some reason. They would seek godhood, a feat not even Marochi dreams of, and in doing so become a threat not only to the spirit realm but to the whole universe. King foretells that Marochi will side with the magers to take down their former companion, and explains that Marochi will do so because the alternative is that Marochi dies, forever, and never fulfills his goal.

The twist is, King's vision is imperfect. He knows it will happen, but he doesn't know which of the seven it will be. He knows it cannot be Marochi, but any of the seven current magers could fall victim to this despair, and one of them inevitably will. The question is asked why King says any of the seven, to which King replies that while he sees his own death, that doesn't mean he necessarily will stay dead; it would be fully possible for him to survive and be morphed from the Big Good into the Big Bad, showing his genre savviness off. He can't see whether it's five or six magers fighting the traitor, along with ex-mager Marochi.

That's about all the details I have in my head. I was actually surprised at how coherent it was. It sounds like a really, really interesting story idea, a sort-of blend of mafia and the game clue from my understanding of how that game works: nobody knows the full truth about even themselves, yet alone, who the traitor will be. I think it'd make a great story, and might even have potential to make a good game, though for a game I'd have to let go of some of my preset ideas. (For instance, right now I don't want Bishop to be the traitor. One of the protagonists being the traitor could be done, but I lean against that, too, especially Rookie given that he's already a bit of a red herring. For the purposes of a game, those preset ideas would be dropped, in favor of having the only player cleared of being the traitor being Marochi who is in opposition to both the traitor and the heroes, simultaneously the most trustworthy and the least.)

Neat, what the subconscious can come up with.
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Remember THE tune?

3/20/2015

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You know, THE tune? (Well, if not, you need to go do some archive binging.)

Well, it just so happens that today, I made a variant. It goes like this:
Hmm---Hm(2)-Hm(1)--Hmm---Hm(2)-Hm(1)--Hmm---Hmm(1)---Hmm(2)---
Hm(1)Hmm---Hm(2)-Hm(1)--Hmm---Hm(2)-Hm(1)--Hmm---Hmm(2)---Hmm(3)---
Hm(1)Hmm---Hm(2)-Hm(1)--Hmm---Hm(2)-Hm(1)--Hmm---Hm-Hm(1)-Hmm(2)--
Hm(1)Hmm---Hm(2)-Hm(1)--Hmm---Hm(2)-Hm(1)--Hmm---Hmm(2)---Hmm(3)---

1 = at least one note down from the original "Hmm", 2 = at least two notes down, and 3 = at least three notes down, meaning the "Hmm" is the highest note, and those are just rough estimates of the sound otherwise. Not a great explanation, but it's the best I've got. I like the sound of it in my head. It's 1, 2-and, 3, 4-and, 1, 2, 3,
(And) 1, 2-and, 3, 4-and, 1, 2, 3
(And) 1, 2-and, 3, 4-and, 1, 2-and-3
(And) 1, 2-and, 3, 4-and, 1, 2, 3.

Now on that note, I'm gonna spend the rest of today reading webcomics stuff.
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Cats can be odd.

3/19/2015

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My family has two living cats. The older one is basically shy enough that she only fully trusts one person, that being, my older sister.

...Yet today, she did something unusual: when I started to pet her (I meant it as a deterrent from eating plastic), she began to rub things, and rub them a lot. She began to pur, pace back and forth, rub other random objects...

...In other words, she was asking for attention very heavily, in much the same way the younger black cat (who I've blogged about before as being a sort-of brother to our living dog) usually does. (He does a lot more walking, though.)

In other news, I've got a couple of new drawings to add to the list.

See, I was thinking. (Yep, you can see where this is going. Never a good sign when I begin to think.) And a thought occurred to me to use the black hairties I've got on my left arm in addition to the wristband glowstick for the magical girl.
Simultaneously, I was thinking about how my pinkies both have fingernails that are freakishly long--vampiric, even. So I thought I might as well put the two together (especially given they tie to themes in my real-life: that there's a lot of fantastical things about me, but that I am also largely a leech), especially after it clicked that the outfit I had in mind for me-as-a-magical-girl was black-and-red anyway.

Why mix magical girls and vampires?
...The better question is...why NOT?

So I'm going to have an extra drawing to do, of me going into vampiric magical girl mode.
I even have the catch-phrase:
"Holy powers forgive me for my sins:", and then calling out one of the two (because two hairties, natch) Forbidden Arts--
Forbidden Art 1: Dark Aura--this is the one which actually gives the look, where the jacket I'm wearing goes entirely-black, the skirt becomes shorts, pigtails in the hair become a ponytail, and the mask becomes a ballroom mask with pointy spikes. Story-wise, it'd give an increase in power, including heightened senses, but not the full vampiric package.
Forbidden Art 2: Blood Staff--basically the vampiric weapon to replace the bow, it drains opponents, not just of blood but of energy too. It offers vampiric speed, but not vampiric strength nor toughness.

The other drawing would be a transformation withOUT being in magical girl mode first, and that one's called Dark Art: Blood Fang--it creates a black hoodie pulled over the head, with a veil of darkness obscuring the details of the face. It has sweatpants, and five claws on each hand. (Vampires having claws rather than fangs, here.) It offers full vampire abilities, minus most downsides, except being drunk (literally, given y'know, blood) on the darkside, as an 'evil' form taken to go undercover. (A rather effective cover, too, since only vampire lords can transform and vampire lords being among the most influential vampires means that it offers great prestige.)
A bit in the backstory would explain how I became the magical vampire girl, basically being a botched turning where the magical girl powers awakened, and a side-effect was killing a vampire overlord and being bound to his successor to make co-lords of the Darkblood Coven of vampires.

Definitely wanna draw things now.
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Well, it's official.

3/18/2015

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Got a D+. Yay.

But in other news, funny story. Obviously, I can't go into details because work is work, but when guarding and giving bracelets to two children, one of them asked, "Is your last name Lewis?"

And, yep, it is. They explained that they had just come from my (older) sister's piano lesson, and that she's their teacher. They recognized me because of a school yearbook, apparently.

Small world.


And in yet more other news, something which has been on my mind a fair amount is about me. No secret on this blog (albeit big secret elsewhere on teh interwebz), I'm reasonably young, at 21. Basically the age of discovery, and this is something that I think I may have discovered about myself. I'm not exactly sure how to go about talking on it, even though I have plenty to say. I guess I suppose I could start from the beginning.

Basically, I know for a fact that I like girls. I have had, what I just know, beyond all reason of doubt, crushes before, all on girls. I can think of one that will never leave my mind (though the details remain private on that one), because she reciprocated. I can think of at least one or two others that were good online friends of mine that I held secret, never-divulged crushes on. They were a bit harder to instantly recognize as being so, but I knew they were real.

So I know I like girls. I'm attracted to girls on a daily basis, too. Meaning both romantically and sexually, undeniably, I like girls. Until fairly recently, I've always thought that was it, that I just liked girls and nobody else. Now, though, I'm beginning to think there's the chance (but not certainty) that it goes further than that. For a start, it wasn't too long ago that I was unaware I was a girl, so this could be a similarly-repressed aspect of my personality now emerging when I'm more comfortable. (Which I am.)

So I've been giving it thought. I rationalized it objectively already: what if I met someone who was, like me, a pre-transition transwoman? Would I stop myself from developing any feelings just because they don't yet look like they feel? I would certainly hope not. (Especially given the fact that should the possibility open up of me actually meeting someone and bonding, they'd near-certainly meet me first as I currently am rather than the woman I want to be.) Similarly, if I met and fell in love with someone who currently looks female, yet is a pre-transition transman, would I stop loving them post-transition? I'd definitely hope not. The thought is mortifying to me.

But that's just objective rationalization of it, where I decided that if I met the right person, it wouldn't matter what gender they are; I would love them anyway. (With it just being more likely to be a girl I meet and love.) When it comes to reality, what's the actual truth for me? And that has been triggering a fair number of visions of my true self, intimate with a guy. (As per the norm, the guy's not actually visible, just like when it's a girl the girl isn't visible; the focus is always on my dream self in the relationship.)

And they don't feel like, "no, that's never happening" (well, any more than with a girl, anyway, in that in general I hold low expectations of me ever hooking up with anyone, because I don't know people anyway, so how can I get close to someone?), not even a "could happen, but seems doubtful" (more than normal, anyway; see above).

It's more of a, "Well...just about as likely as any of my other fantasies". (Well, the more realistic fantasies, anyway. Big difference between dreaming of succeeding as a writer, and dreaming of lobbing fireballs.)

And I've also been noting my previous friendships, mostly with guys mind you, and how I've often acted with them, and I'm left wondering, "Is that just wanting a friend, or is it wanting a little bit more than that?"

I don't have an answer, and frankly, likely never will. But it's definitely at least got me thinking more, and opened me to the possibility somewhere down the line. I know I like girls. The thought of guys isn't repelling and in some cases might be slightly noticeable liking, albeit far more subtly and lesser than with girls.

So I suppose that in a way, my answer has both changed and not-changed. I like girls, undeniably. I know this as a fact as strongly as I know that I am a woman. But while I definitely don't universally like guys, I might hold some attachment there. Meaning that it's all about who. If I meet the right person, I will love them regardless of who they are.

And I don't think I'm going to get any better than that. (Especially not being the recluse I am.)
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Past Midnight, Shut Up, I Know XXIX

3/18/2015

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I am screwed.
I am so screwed.
I am oh so screwed.

On a scale of 1-10, I'm pretty sure this is an 8, maybe a 9.

...Did I happen to mention I'm screwed?

It's 3 am.
I've got work tomorrow, so I should get sleep.
I've got not a lick of work done, school or otherwise.

And I'm pretty sure my browser's ready to crash on me any second.
Joy.

Rather than describing the myriad of ways I'm screwed, though, it'd probably be best for me to, y'know. Do some work.
So here I go.
Wish me luck.

You BET I'm gonna need it.
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Can't talk, got work to do.

3/17/2015

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Something I probably should have mentioned is about Jocelynn Samara, my idle. I look up to her in about every way possible; she's...she's basically me, except successful.

(Granted, she's also older, so who knows, ten years from now, maybe I'll be the next her, but as of right now, she's who I look up to.) An insanely talented writer, a great artist, has a nice wife, is very involved in her communities, has a ton of wisdom...everything I want to be as a transwoman, she is.

Anyway, so relatively recently, she underwent a second precautionary surgery, to make sure her cancer wouldn't come back. And last night, I let myself get lost reading her stuff. (Time well-spent! You have no idea how much that made me ecstatic throughout today.) Which means...yep! I slacked off on the work I need to have done.

Zero mafia stuff.
Homework due tomorrow that I'm not entirely sure how I'll manage to BS. (Because it IS something that I need to BS.)
Work stuff.

You know, standard "I'm an idiot" stuff you've figured out I'm prone to if you've read this blog.

But I WILL say that it's inspiring me to get back into writing and drawing more. A quick rundown is that on a daily basis, I plan on giving one of my story ideas a highlight in the blog, aside from a few that I'll skip. I'll give a basic rundown of what the story was inspired by, what it was, what it has become in my mind, and whatnot. Some stories I'll give more than others because they stick out more, others will get barely any for the reasoning that I forgot basically everything about them aside from the fundamentals, much to my shame. (Some I had stored on a site, but said site went down and wasn't exactly public, so I'm not sure the info can be accessed. I'll try, though.)

Then there's art. I want to do three drawings in particular.
-Me in my normal getup. (I'm thinking my normal shoes.)
-Me in my lifeguard getup.
-Me as a magical girl. I've got a specific idea in mind: a red hoodie with black in it (accompanied by a similar mask, of course), a black skirt with red threading, black socks extending up to the knees, and (black?) sneakers. Since my transformation trinket is on my left arm and I'm right handed, I'm thinking weapon-wise, that means a bow.

We'll see how it pans out.

Butyeah, way too busy for details right now.
...Just imagine this blog post three or four times longer if I did.
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