People wanted to gather for a going-away...but nobody was stepping up to lead it.
I am ill-suited for the task, but with nobody else stepping up...I figured me doing it was better than nobody doing it.
But I am so, so nervous about it.
Am I going to deliver?
Is it going to be a letdown?
Is it going to be something people enjoy?
Is it going to work?
Am I too controlling, or not structured enough?
Is it overstepping my boundaries as a community member to try for this rather than letting a community mod handle it?
And so on and so forth.
But it means so much to me so I wanted to try and do my best to give the server the appropriate send-off.