Basically, while I don't have a vaccine yet, 2-3 weeks after being fully vaccinated, I intend to publicly come out.
This is for a combination of reasons.
Nothing changing in my life and looking like nothing will.
Crippling depression leaving me feeling intensely alone and feeling I lack a legacy.
And mostly, having analyzed the situation and realized my one reason to not do so, my father, is...not something I need to wait on anymore. I don't need to wait for him to die with him basically half way there due to his own incompetence anyway.
He's old, he's fat, he refused to change his way of life and now he's literally a cripple who waddles rather than walks, uses support to stand up, and just...doesn't scare me much anymore.
I should explain more, but...this'll have to do.