every.
chance.
Every opportunity.
No excuses.
No reasons not to.
Every moment.
To do the things I am responsible for doing.
I have avoided them anyway.
What does that say about me.
I have neglected.
Time-sensitive things.
With zero reasons to have not done them, no valid excuses to justify having not done them.
Not tiredness.
Not business.
N o t h i n g.
And yet.
I am deliberately.
Actively.
Avoiding them.
In spite of their time-sensitive nature.
In spite of people who have tried to remind me of it.
What does that say about me.
When I have every chance to do the things I signed up to do and, repeatedly. REPEATEDLY. Have promised to do.
And then I don't do them.
What does that say about me?
There's no answer other than pathetic.