I don't have the time to write out the followthrough blog on SirPlus that I promised.
I don't have the time to do the duties that I have promised to do.
I don't have the time to live any life at all.
I just...don't have the time for anything right now and I hate it. I didn't even waste my time today! I just...had none. Like. When I think of what I did today...there's nothing there. And by "nothing there", I don't mean, 'nothing productive'.
Nothing, not even unproductive time wasters happened.
There's just a void of nothingness because my day disappeared with nothing having happened within.
Like...what did I do? A single duel with my girlfriend in league? That's literally it. Literally the one and only thing that I can think of. And that match lasted, what, half an hour? If that? Calculating my day today. I should've, theoretically. Had 12 hours available.
But for the vast majority of those hours...I have no memory of doing anything so where the hell did that time disappear to?
This is just...so...so...frustrating.