Coward, Weak, Failure, Liar, Pathetic, Hypocrite, Asshole, Incompetent, Selfish, Loser, Fraud, Lazy, Bigot, Disgusting, Stupid, Incompetent, Monster.
I am all of these things and these things are me in a nutshell.
I want to be none of them.
I want to improve my life so that all of them no longer apply.
But as is.
They all do. And they define me.
I don't like that they define me.
But they do.