Youtube to all;
My blog to all;
Twitch to all;
My fanhouse to all;
My tiktok to all;
My twitter to all.
Maybe facebook.
I've done a fair amount of the work but as of right now for instance only three of the five/six are on my blog for instance and the gaps are similar everywhere. Twitter needs an update, twitch needs a small tweak, youtube might need a tweak, fanhouse needs an update, and so on and so forth.
I also need to, in every place that allows it, update my discord info to have them all.
Progress is progress tho and I'm making a ton.
I feel like I am on the verge of a breakthrough in content creation.
Now, admittedly.
I didn't do what I originally set out to do during my free time today.
I wanted to make emotes for my eventual channel.
And on that note--I've got a lot of art on a lot of sites that needs to be updated with better art. Which requires me to actually make the better art.
What I have everywhere. From my stream itself to my youtube to my blog to my twitch to my fanhouse to my twitter, all of it is temporary. I need to create, and then upload, better art everywhere, and get better at being more consistent in my branding.
Today basically in a few hours makes up for basically a full week of having slacked off.
Now, granted.
It's not all good.
I spotted either a very large mouse or a fairly small rat in my room. (Could be some other rodent obviously that's similar, but obviously didn't get a good look at it.) It's possible we have an infestation, but I can't sleep in my room, meaning that I need to clean my room, and I didn't do that.
The rat infestation might be just one which also moved to my parents' room, or it could be more. It's not a good situation regardless tho, especially given that we have cats and while cats are quite good at killing rodents, we don't want them to because our cats are inside cats and we don't want them to get sick from killing disease-ridden rodents.
So it's a problem we need to fix sooner rather than later.
But in other news, I managed to write a song. It was inspired by Yungblud's Fleabag.
(parentheses denote original lyrics which I reworded outside of the parentheses, except for the bridge)
I called it "Passing the Clock".
While I did get a tune for it, I lack the means currently to record it (the above was all me working towards getting that gap closed more), so for now, all you have is the lyrics.
[verse 1]
Every attempt to live my life
Just an act, balance on a knife.
It's a struggle for me, but I must try
The world's crushing (pressure's strong), (so) I barely get by.
From a distance, I'm smiling
But close to the mirror, my heart sinks
(The) Imperfection's glares not helping
Cracks in my disguise, my armor's chink.
[prechorus]
I'm not hook, I'm not bait;
It's not easy, controlling fate.
How you look, what you say
Every move, you ever make
One mistake, is all it takes
For them to see,
The you you hate.
[chorus]
Passing the time
Is always a fight.
I fear the clock;
I wonder why?
One wrong sight
And I'm not fine.
I must block
The urge to cry.
[verse 2]
Every day brings new danger to me
The way I walk, the way I talk, all exposing
I'm not who they thought, a loss of peace
Or so they say, in their hate, all encompassing
Avoiding attention, it's not for clout;
I want to be seen, that's no doubt
But only as me, standing so proud.
A sense of elation, is that allowed?
[prechorus]
I'm not hook, I'm not bait;
It's not easy, controlling fate.
How you look, what you say
Every move, you ever make
One mistake, is all it takes
For them to see,
The you you hate.
[chorus]
Passing the time
Is always a fight.
I fear the clock;
I wonder why?
One wrong sight
And I'm not fine.
I must block
The urge to cry.
[bridge, sung by a backup singer]
(The way you do your hair,)
(The way you sit in a chair,)
(The clothes that you wear,)
(Your life's not fair.)
(The way you do your hair,)
(The way you sit in a chair,)
(The clothes that you wear,)
(Your life's not fair.)
(the bridge then repeats, simultaneous to the prechorus)
[prechorus]
I'm not hook, (The way you do your hair,) I'm not bait;
It's not easy, (The way you sit in a chair,) controlling fate.
How you look, (The clothes that you wear,) what you say
Every move, you ever make
(Your life's not fair.)
One mistake, is all it takes
For them to see,
The you you hate.
[chorus]
Passing the time
Is always a fight.
I fear the clock;
I wonder why?
One wrong sight
And I'm not fine.
I must block
The urge to cry.
Passing the time
Is always a fight.
I fear the clock;
I wonder why?
(song abruptly ends)
It is, quite obviously, a song about a transgender individual. I kept it reasonably generic, but, yes, it is a bit about me. I've been working a fair amount to try and be more feminine in every aspect of my life. I can't do voice that well yet but I will do what I can there. I'm working on my walk, I'm working on how I sit, I just want to try and be seen as more feminine, and I might be progressing there? But it's a constant struggle.
Still, though. I feel like I'm making progress there.
So good day overall.