I had a bundleload I wanted to talk about, a conglomeration of today and yesterday but it's all just...gone. Gone, desire and knowledge and thought. Basically, ability. I lost my drive.
I wanted to do stuff tonight. I wanted to be around to maybe be productive, but I just.
I can waste time on civ. (And am.)
I can talk to people in private conversations. (And am.)
I can chat about things in any area where I'm even vaguely following along.
But if I'm not.
Then I just.
And that's very frustrating.
Welp, depression here I come.
I'll figure out how to get out of it.