I mean, there's mafia stuff but I can't discuss that. I'm kinda melancholic otherwise, though. Like. Just. sitting, and doing nothing. That sort of feeling--but not the "sitting and doing nothing and hating it". Not "wanting to sit and do nothing, because of something else". Just. sorta. Sitting to do nothing, and being...content with it.
That might or might not be a good thing. It might be a bad thing. Hard to say. It's just a thing, though. And. I don't think I honestly mind that feeling. I just...want to sit with it for a while, I suppose. Peace of mind, calmness, I suppose you could call it. Maybe it's something I just need right now, to escape the stress.