Viewing streams? Kinda burnt out.
Reading discords? Not feeling up to it.
Working on my discord? Burn out despite continuously changing what I'm doing.
Mafia? Not up to it.
Important bills and legal stuff? Not strong enough to trudge through it.
Social media? Not inspired.
Writing? I'm not feeling it.
I don't feel up for almost anything productive, and I'm not sure what to do.
Not working on my blog, either.
I'm just...I dunno. Drifting right now, I guess.
It's possible that's depression. Despite my best efforts, I do have sad thoughts about all I've lost.
But it's also possible I'm not resting.
I dunno.
I just feel like I'm kinda underperforming, but I also don't feel up to performing much.
I'll have to accept just vibing with my lovely fiance.
Such a tragic fate. <3
(To be clear, this is not a bad thing, in fact it's a very good thing and feels like it's what I should do.)