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(Deleted Blog 3)

7/31/2023

This blog has been deleted as of 12/11/2023.

Normally, I would never delete anything, least of all a whole blog entry. But given the level of harm from THIS blog in particular, I felt I had to.

For more on why I took this extreme measure, check these blog posts:
http://alltoohuman.weebly.com/blog/the-pain-is-getting-to-me-tonight
http://alltoohuman.weebly.com/blog/i-thought-about-it-overnight

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(Possible deleted blog 2)

7/30/2023

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This blog has been deleted as of 12/11/2023.

Normally, I would never delete anything, least of all a whole blog entry. But given the level of harm from some of blog in particular, I felt I had to. This one may or may not be restored after review, but for now, I erred on the side of removal.

For more on why I took this extreme measure, check these blog posts:
http://alltoohuman.weebly.com/blog/the-pain-is-getting-to-me-tonight
http://alltoohuman.weebly.com/blog/i-thought-about-it-overnight

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I'm really really tired today.

7/29/2023

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I had my brother over for anime night, and to be honest...it exhausted me. Really really exhausted me. I've nothing left.

Especially since I basically had to give up all of my plans for the day. I was able to bypass these limitations, thankfully, by and large, butyeah. Just...not in good shape rn.

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Well, I'm feeling uninspired today.

7/28/2023

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It's partially not knowing what to do, it's partially just a brain fog day, but it's also partially a result of, well...cutting back on things. Fewer discords. Fewer streams. And tonight, my friend isn't up for hanging for One Piece, so I've less to do.

Some things have soured for me. I'm not sure I really want to be a content creator anymore. I'm not sure I want to play minecraft again.

But like. Not really sure what to do or say, today.

Today might just be a wash of largely self-care and then...nothing else.

Maybe I can do some novel-work or something, maybe not.

We'll have to see. (I do wanna note, I actually do have a blog I'd like to write, but I don't want the information to be public so it's gotta go in my secret blog, not my public blog.)

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(Deleted Blog 1)

7/27/2023

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Tbh, don't really feel like doing most things anymore.

7/26/2023

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At least, not right now.

Believe it or not, for once, it's not depression.

It's more like...I'm reprioritizing in my life right now.

In particular, I've got a friend in need right now, and they're my top priority. But, I'm also realizing I've lost my heart for doing the things I was doing, by and large, and how unhealthy my life had become.

So I just...want to reprioritize, refocus, and change what I'm doing.

This will be my first week.

Turns out 30 really is a new game + of the 20s.

I'm repeating basically everything, including having a friend ostracized from everyone and everything, yet this time I have more experience. Here's to hoping I avoid the same pitfalls.

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Well, I remembered the thing I didn't do.

7/5/2023

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It was working out!
Today, I remedied that.

My body has atrophied through lack of maintenance and long-covid to be about half of what I was doing at the end of 2022. I was up to 90 knuckle-pushups + 90 jackknives (divided into 2-3 sets); now, I'm at roughly half that, divided into 3-4 sets.

Disappointing, but...it's what I have.

So far, today's been decent, but not great. I managed to do most of what I wanted, but not everything. I didn't stream. I didn't do writing. I didn't log on to ComicFury today. I'm probably not brushing my teeth a second time.

But! I did brush my teeth once, fully so!
I brushed my hair.
I'm blogging right now.
I kept up to date on discord stuff.

I actually had a fairly good work day.

It's not a great day, but it was still a good day.

Ultimately a bit disappointing in how little I got done, but...still did things!

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All it took was a holiday, but...

7/4/2023

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...I'm cautiously optimistic most of my life is better now, hopefully good enough to not fail across the board.

I've not brushed my teeth.

I've not done one other thing I currently am forgetting.

But all other things, I've done.

I caught up on all discords. (This is a daily task.)
I took a shower.
I changed my clothes.
I caught up on ComicFury.
I had some good chats.
The number of good things I did was countless. Today was an insanely productive day.

I just need to make every day be like this day and then I'll be good.

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Rambles, Rants, and Musings

(Deleted Blog 3)

(Possible deleted blog 2)

I'm really really tired today.

Well, I'm feeling uninspired today.

(Deleted Blog 1)

Tbh, don't really feel like doing most things anymore.

Well, I remembered the thing I didn't do.

All it took was a holiday, but...

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