It's actually one of my all-time favorite songs, and I was dumbfounded when I suddenly heard it. Loved every second of it, and am extremely happy and in a good mood because of it. That song is magical. It not only is a great song, but something about the lyrics has always resonated with me.
In some ways, I think it might be a reflection of my online life, actually, especially at my darker times: all my insecurities, all the times I've had to face the hard truths, seen them in others and reflected them in me, how I can stare into the heart of anything even if it's something I don't want to look at, how I've felt trapped, how there are things I will never have that I've dreamed of, the many times I've been sad, the times I've let my arrogance get the better of me because of stupid pride, how I waste more time than anyone else, the pain within me, how I suppress my emotions only to have them backfire by returning with a vengeance, the feeling of being alone and broken, having burned most bridges with nobody to blame but myself and being unable to repair them...yet with the vague promise of maybe having a better tomorrow.
Really, it should be no surprise why it resonates so well with me.
I don't remember when I first heard it.
But I know that with every passing year, I've loved that song more and more, in spite of me hearing it less and less.