Why is it so hard to do the things I am meant to do?

The stars could not be more perfectly aligning in telling me to be working on the prep stuff for coming out.

I have done all my mafia stuff for the day, so I don't need to go there.

I have finished the important tft quests, so I don't need to do that.

I have played as much League of Legends as I can bear to play in a day (am burned out there), so I don't need to do that.

I don't feel like playing Stardew Valley or working on Minecraft right now.

I've done the maximum possible amount on Chrono Trigger offline, so all that's left is advancing the plot (requiring a stream).

I've reached a point in my artwork piece that the next steps are all incredibly long and grueling things to start, so I don't feel like beginning that work.

I've done everything I can on twitter and reddit and looked at everything I can League-related that's available.

I've intense boredom so I've an intense desire to do something.

So literally.

I've nothing to do...except the work that I am supposed to do.

I wanted to have everything on my checklist 'located' before going to bed.

And yet.

Instead of working on it.

I'm.

Doing nothing, in spite of the intense boredom, and in spite of literally every activity to procrastinate not being viable.

What the hell's wrong with me.

​I am an idiot.