Not in a good mindspace.
Really not in a good mindspace.
Really really bad.
I want to disappear.
I feel like trash.
Feel like maybe things would be better if I wasn't around. If I didn't exist.
I feel worse than worthless. That I make things worse, just by...just by being around, just not making things better, just by making things.
I don't know.
Why do I exist when I am so bad.