So this morning, I was feeling so sick to my stomach that I couldn't even eat my breakfast. I didn't know what was going on, but it was the "gut sickness" rather than "cough sickness" type of thing. I considered it maybe being a really strong depression symptom, but later during the day, after a nap and during Tae Kwon Do, I was feeling intensely uncomfortable for the opposite reason, meaning it was definitely the physical side of things, which made me feel better.
...Really says something to my experiences that I prefer the misery of physical illness (albeit of the gut type) to the pain of mental illness. But if you've had depression so strong it ate your appetite away, you'd know why I'm happy. It sucks, but I can still eat, albeit with discomfort.
...Still not particularly pleasant, but good enough!
...Really says something to my experiences that I prefer the misery of physical illness (albeit of the gut type) to the pain of mental illness. But if you've had depression so strong it ate your appetite away, you'd know why I'm happy. It sucks, but I can still eat, albeit with discomfort.
...Still not particularly pleasant, but good enough!
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