We're not working out again.
We've not been keeping up with any form of hygiene.
Not our skincare.
Not showering.
Not shampoo/conditioner.
Not changing clothes.
Not brushing our teeth.
We haven't done workout stuff. No daily physical stuff.
No ab workout.
No running, or even walking.
No tae kwon do.
In spite of that, we still have pain in our feet, since they are saying we are exhausted.
But to make things worse we keep on eating way too much food especially carb-heavy food.
We're meant to be cutting down on carbs, and eating after workouts.
We're depressed, getting worse.
We're not streaming tonight, either, in spite of the ability to.
Our lucidity comes and goes (sometimes high, sometimes low) but is mostly higher than low tonight so we had the mental to stream.
We had no game we needed to play since we got our League in.
We had no stream to watch since nobody we really wanted to watch was streaming anything we really wanted to.
We had nothing to do.
And the lucidity to stream.
And the incentive to stream.
And the schedule backing up streaming.
But we managed to talk ourselves out of it for garbage reasons.
It's too hot, we said. (To be fair, it is. It's been over 80 degrees in here, circa 83 or so all day long.)
It's too humid, we said. (Well it is, sitting at ~65% humidity in here.)
Our family are still all awake, which puts a dampener on streaming since they're up at nearly 5 am. (Okay this is more understandable, it prevents me from speaking and mostly prevents me from using my cam.)
My dad might have a medical emergency, which is not something to have broadcast in any way shape or form. (If this did happen that'd be understandable, but it's only a chance, so like. If it happened, justified; in the event it doesn't, then it wasn't.)
We just.
Are going into more depression again.
We're doing nothing we want to do.
We've not been keeping up with any form of hygiene.
Not our skincare.
Not showering.
Not shampoo/conditioner.
Not changing clothes.
Not brushing our teeth.
We haven't done workout stuff. No daily physical stuff.
No ab workout.
No running, or even walking.
No tae kwon do.
In spite of that, we still have pain in our feet, since they are saying we are exhausted.
But to make things worse we keep on eating way too much food especially carb-heavy food.
We're meant to be cutting down on carbs, and eating after workouts.
We're depressed, getting worse.
We're not streaming tonight, either, in spite of the ability to.
Our lucidity comes and goes (sometimes high, sometimes low) but is mostly higher than low tonight so we had the mental to stream.
We had no game we needed to play since we got our League in.
We had no stream to watch since nobody we really wanted to watch was streaming anything we really wanted to.
We had nothing to do.
And the lucidity to stream.
And the incentive to stream.
And the schedule backing up streaming.
But we managed to talk ourselves out of it for garbage reasons.
It's too hot, we said. (To be fair, it is. It's been over 80 degrees in here, circa 83 or so all day long.)
It's too humid, we said. (Well it is, sitting at ~65% humidity in here.)
Our family are still all awake, which puts a dampener on streaming since they're up at nearly 5 am. (Okay this is more understandable, it prevents me from speaking and mostly prevents me from using my cam.)
My dad might have a medical emergency, which is not something to have broadcast in any way shape or form. (If this did happen that'd be understandable, but it's only a chance, so like. If it happened, justified; in the event it doesn't, then it wasn't.)
We just.
Are going into more depression again.
We're doing nothing we want to do.
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