There's some good going on. Lots of progress in my minecraft world, interactions with people I love and adore and love to prop up and try and make better, pictures taken of my cats.
But there's also a lot not good.
Medications would help a little there, but, uh.
On that note.
I am beginning to hate my psychiatrist.
I knew going in, "this is either going to be an awesome one or a total whackjob/nutjob with literally no in-between those two extremes".
Continued deadnaming of me in spite of having seen them for multiple months, changing my last appointment to a telemedicine one without telling me, and then when I tried to contact them about their telemedicine today not working receiving nothing but radio silence means I have no refills for my medication because they didn't communicate with me at all.
So guess which I am leaning towards?
I need something good to get me in a better headspace.
I lack that entirely right now.