I really don't know what caused it, but it's not even past midnight, yet I'm feeling like it's 2 am or so. Butyeah, really, REALLY tired. It could be from daylight savings time, because as the radio DJ reminded me, gaining an hour's sleep means losing an hour's alertness later, thanks to a desire to go to sleep an hour sooner. Yet that can't be it; it'd still be much earlier than normal.
It's probably a result of my not-really-an-all-nighter that I pulled last night, but it could also be the feeling lingering about, and my body wanting to get rid of it once and for all. The funny thing is, this feeling is nothing new. I don't keep track of when I get it, but I think that it happens approximately once a month and for approximately half a week.
To be honest, though I certainly identify as that gender, it'd make me think of something else were it not for the fact that my biological birth parts don't match up, so it is literally physically impossible for that to be the answer. You'd maybe think it could be psychological, that maybe I want to be female so badly that my body actually gives me that, but I've had this happen well before I knew I was trans. (Admittedly, I never paid attention to the frequency before then and was basically not very aware of it all until I thought about it in that light, but it was definitely there.)
If you couldn't tell, there are some physical symptoms that I'm not mentioning, but that's in good taste because I can near-guarantee it'd gross out a good 50-80+% of the population, soooooooooooo, not a good idea to blog about the details of bodily workings. Just know that my lower body suffers a lot of problems during this time of being not-well.
Anyway, will probably be going to bed early, tonight. May not get much done, tomorrow, since I have to vote. (That would be the perfect chance for me to unleash a politics blog I've wanted to write ever since the inception of this blog, but I'll need to approach that subject carefully and tastefully. Being all preachy is likely to cause me to lose any theoretical readers I could ever even have, though obviously I don't think I have any right now I could lose. Needless to say, if you're concerned, I can assure you, it'll probably be worth reading if for nothing else to see my idealistic naive side come out, though if you've enjoyed the blog so far and the subject's a taboo, you could always just skip the politics-post.)
It's probably a result of my not-really-an-all-nighter that I pulled last night, but it could also be the feeling lingering about, and my body wanting to get rid of it once and for all. The funny thing is, this feeling is nothing new. I don't keep track of when I get it, but I think that it happens approximately once a month and for approximately half a week.
To be honest, though I certainly identify as that gender, it'd make me think of something else were it not for the fact that my biological birth parts don't match up, so it is literally physically impossible for that to be the answer. You'd maybe think it could be psychological, that maybe I want to be female so badly that my body actually gives me that, but I've had this happen well before I knew I was trans. (Admittedly, I never paid attention to the frequency before then and was basically not very aware of it all until I thought about it in that light, but it was definitely there.)
If you couldn't tell, there are some physical symptoms that I'm not mentioning, but that's in good taste because I can near-guarantee it'd gross out a good 50-80+% of the population, soooooooooooo, not a good idea to blog about the details of bodily workings. Just know that my lower body suffers a lot of problems during this time of being not-well.
Anyway, will probably be going to bed early, tonight. May not get much done, tomorrow, since I have to vote. (That would be the perfect chance for me to unleash a politics blog I've wanted to write ever since the inception of this blog, but I'll need to approach that subject carefully and tastefully. Being all preachy is likely to cause me to lose any theoretical readers I could ever even have, though obviously I don't think I have any right now I could lose. Needless to say, if you're concerned, I can assure you, it'll probably be worth reading if for nothing else to see my idealistic naive side come out, though if you've enjoyed the blog so far and the subject's a taboo, you could always just skip the politics-post.)
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