So this is my Saturday entry. That leaves a two day gap, and for you people not seeing the entry from the fifteenth, a four-day one. (And since this won't be posted until tomorrow, make that five days.) I made entries those days, just in a private place on a site, because I was in...a very, very dark spot and needed some help from people.
I got it, but I'm still recovering, so...taking things very, very slowly.
(Editing note: Basically, what happened with the gap between the 15th and the 18th was that on the 16th, I had a complete breakdown. I was a mental mess, terrified I would kill myself. I didn't think that merely blogging about my thoughts on here, to an empty audience, would make those very negative thoughts go away, so I used a substitute. In the time between the 15th and the day this entry has been posted, my mind has gone back and forth, destabilizing as recently as two days ago. The technical difficulties were also a pain to deal with.)
I got it, but I'm still recovering, so...taking things very, very slowly.
(Editing note: Basically, what happened with the gap between the 15th and the 18th was that on the 16th, I had a complete breakdown. I was a mental mess, terrified I would kill myself. I didn't think that merely blogging about my thoughts on here, to an empty audience, would make those very negative thoughts go away, so I used a substitute. In the time between the 15th and the day this entry has been posted, my mind has gone back and forth, destabilizing as recently as two days ago. The technical difficulties were also a pain to deal with.)
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