I keep losing time, although I don't really know what to.
I've mostly no work this month, so in theory, I have nearly unlimited free time. However, in practice, time keeps on slipping away from me.
I've been doing decently on everything, but not really great.
I got back into playing mafia, but I feel lackluster.
I am largely doing mafia obligations, yet I feel I could do more.
I am doing better at attending streams, but still not doing great.
I am doing better at being on top of discords, but still have work to do.
Me and my fiance are still not doing a lot of life stuff we should, and it's mostly my fault. I enable some bad spending habits, and we don't really have the funds for it. We're losing money over time because we're spending too much and not making enough, yet I've not changed our habits significantly.
We need to clean more and cook at home more, yet I'm not pulling my weight.
I need to brush my teeth, and I haven't been.
I need to be streaming more regularly, but I'm not.
On the bright side, I did hit affiliate--so I'm putting in the work to make my streams work. I'm in the laborious process of setting discord up the way I want it to be (it's a big process), which is a lot of effort, but I'm going through it slowly and steadily. I got three emotes uploaded, although one needs to be redone completely with a proper art program because I botched it. (The other two were memes and I've already redone them.) I made channel points rewards.
I'm not showing people the fruits of my labor yet, but when it's up and running, it's going to be great. I still need to figure out sound alerts and install the ones I want, but I'm getting there gradually.
I've had plurality breakthroughs, and understand how my system works.
I want to do a proper write-up later but for now a copypaste will have to do.
We know what our headspace looks like now.
We have The City, a central Hub that connects all the various worlds and biomes to each other. It’s an amalgamation of every city we saw as a child (namely Seattle, Bellevue, and Everett, with other PNW cities mixed in plus Detroit), combined with numerous fictional Depictions of cities.
The City connects to biomes such as The Endless Forest, The Hills, The Mountains, The Farm, The School(including The Playground), The Desert, and The PNW, among many others.
It also connects to every world we have ever invented.
In the middle of The City, there’s The Tower, which at the top has The Chatroom. This tower is a spiral tower at the bottom which transitions to a scifi tower reminiscent of Stargate Atlantis's Atlantis main tower, in that it is vaguely shaped like a squareish gigantic radio antennae.
The Chatroom is our fronting room. It acts like an oldschool online chat room. Nobody is ever truly there, but they can project an avatar of themselves there, where they can meet and chat, regardless of their current location or time.
From here, people can "front", but because they aren’t really there, they never assume full control of the body.
The body, from here, channeling all of its residents, can create an avatar of itself. This avatar can be either a visible third person, able to actively interact, or an invisible first person, passively observing.
That avatar of the body, created from The Chatroom, can do things like walk on air, viewing our headspace. It can talk to anyone in any location, regardless of time or space, so someone who is in The Chatroom and effectively fronting can talk to themselves in a different time by viewing the viewpoint of the avatar of our body.
I need to get back into blogging regularly and I need to get the mirror blog back up to date.
Today I went and added extra socials. Bluesky, Mammoth?, and Threads, as well as Instagram. I also did ko-fi.
I need to link all of my content again and start building my brand, so to speak. I'm putting in a lot of the legwork and getting a lot done, but I still have a long ways to go. I feel like I am wasting my time somehow still, because I am flying through the time each day. It's not nearly as productive as I want to be, but I am still doing the work I need to, albeit slower than I want.
Nothing is going great, but most things are going okay.
I will be going on a double date on Friday, leading into a Sapphic Valentine's Day dance party. It's something I'm both very nervous about and also very excited. I have a lot to get done, and a lot I'm not doing as much as I should, but I am trying. Life is lifeing. It's a struggle, but I am doing a fairly good job.
I'm not helping people as much as I want to be. I'm still doing good work though, I know it.
I have creativity and ambition and all kinds of passion. I owe it to the world to make it manifest.
I've mostly no work this month, so in theory, I have nearly unlimited free time. However, in practice, time keeps on slipping away from me.
I've been doing decently on everything, but not really great.
I got back into playing mafia, but I feel lackluster.
I am largely doing mafia obligations, yet I feel I could do more.
I am doing better at attending streams, but still not doing great.
I am doing better at being on top of discords, but still have work to do.
Me and my fiance are still not doing a lot of life stuff we should, and it's mostly my fault. I enable some bad spending habits, and we don't really have the funds for it. We're losing money over time because we're spending too much and not making enough, yet I've not changed our habits significantly.
We need to clean more and cook at home more, yet I'm not pulling my weight.
I need to brush my teeth, and I haven't been.
I need to be streaming more regularly, but I'm not.
On the bright side, I did hit affiliate--so I'm putting in the work to make my streams work. I'm in the laborious process of setting discord up the way I want it to be (it's a big process), which is a lot of effort, but I'm going through it slowly and steadily. I got three emotes uploaded, although one needs to be redone completely with a proper art program because I botched it. (The other two were memes and I've already redone them.) I made channel points rewards.
I'm not showing people the fruits of my labor yet, but when it's up and running, it's going to be great. I still need to figure out sound alerts and install the ones I want, but I'm getting there gradually.
I've had plurality breakthroughs, and understand how my system works.
I want to do a proper write-up later but for now a copypaste will have to do.
We know what our headspace looks like now.
We have The City, a central Hub that connects all the various worlds and biomes to each other. It’s an amalgamation of every city we saw as a child (namely Seattle, Bellevue, and Everett, with other PNW cities mixed in plus Detroit), combined with numerous fictional Depictions of cities.
The City connects to biomes such as The Endless Forest, The Hills, The Mountains, The Farm, The School(including The Playground), The Desert, and The PNW, among many others.
It also connects to every world we have ever invented.
In the middle of The City, there’s The Tower, which at the top has The Chatroom. This tower is a spiral tower at the bottom which transitions to a scifi tower reminiscent of Stargate Atlantis's Atlantis main tower, in that it is vaguely shaped like a squareish gigantic radio antennae.
The Chatroom is our fronting room. It acts like an oldschool online chat room. Nobody is ever truly there, but they can project an avatar of themselves there, where they can meet and chat, regardless of their current location or time.
From here, people can "front", but because they aren’t really there, they never assume full control of the body.
The body, from here, channeling all of its residents, can create an avatar of itself. This avatar can be either a visible third person, able to actively interact, or an invisible first person, passively observing.
That avatar of the body, created from The Chatroom, can do things like walk on air, viewing our headspace. It can talk to anyone in any location, regardless of time or space, so someone who is in The Chatroom and effectively fronting can talk to themselves in a different time by viewing the viewpoint of the avatar of our body.
I need to get back into blogging regularly and I need to get the mirror blog back up to date.
Today I went and added extra socials. Bluesky, Mammoth?, and Threads, as well as Instagram. I also did ko-fi.
I need to link all of my content again and start building my brand, so to speak. I'm putting in a lot of the legwork and getting a lot done, but I still have a long ways to go. I feel like I am wasting my time somehow still, because I am flying through the time each day. It's not nearly as productive as I want to be, but I am still doing the work I need to, albeit slower than I want.
Nothing is going great, but most things are going okay.
I will be going on a double date on Friday, leading into a Sapphic Valentine's Day dance party. It's something I'm both very nervous about and also very excited. I have a lot to get done, and a lot I'm not doing as much as I should, but I am trying. Life is lifeing. It's a struggle, but I am doing a fairly good job.
I'm not helping people as much as I want to be. I'm still doing good work though, I know it.
I have creativity and ambition and all kinds of passion. I owe it to the world to make it manifest.
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