Good LORD I am depressed.
I don't feel like doing League.
I don't feel invested in twitch streams.
I'm all minecraft'd out for the day, same for tft. (I completed both tft quests in a single day, then played some more even after that to finish on a high note that was an amazing comeback where I was bottom six and only that good due to two players dc'ing and there were literally four players whose only breaks to their winstreaks were facing each other; I managed to finish second, with my comp as strong as it could possibly get, and the almost-undefeated player whose only loss was to me finishing in their justly-deserved first.)
I told myself, "what the HECK" when I realized I had done everything I could, and still had the time/ability to write Phyrra and Cyrus, but was choosing not to.
And depression is the answer I came to; I am, obviously, quite hits-like-a-brick-wall hard, depressed.
Guess I'm moving the coming out day one day earlier again. April 24th, 2022 it is.
I don't feel like doing League.
I don't feel invested in twitch streams.
I'm all minecraft'd out for the day, same for tft. (I completed both tft quests in a single day, then played some more even after that to finish on a high note that was an amazing comeback where I was bottom six and only that good due to two players dc'ing and there were literally four players whose only breaks to their winstreaks were facing each other; I managed to finish second, with my comp as strong as it could possibly get, and the almost-undefeated player whose only loss was to me finishing in their justly-deserved first.)
I told myself, "what the HECK" when I realized I had done everything I could, and still had the time/ability to write Phyrra and Cyrus, but was choosing not to.
And depression is the answer I came to; I am, obviously, quite hits-like-a-brick-wall hard, depressed.
Guess I'm moving the coming out day one day earlier again. April 24th, 2022 it is.
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