Uhg...I'm writing this during work to say...I'm not doing well. At all. I'm seeing things that aren't there out of the corner of my eye, and things that are there are morphing into strange shapes. This mental delirium can only mean one thing:
I'm exhausted. I got more sleep than normal last night thanks to skipping One Piece, but that seems not to have solved the issue I was having even last night. The simple fact is, my body needs rest. I even skipped breakfast today to get extra sleep napping. Nothing. I'm just...not well-off right now.
...Follow-through from the above: my main two theories this point are that I might be SLIGHTLY sick (a single night's rest should get rid of it), or that because I also skipped out on coffee (whoops), I had a major crash.
Regardless, I think it's a sign that I'm doing too much. Too much pressure on myself. Too many obligations. Too much stuff. I'll live, but that was scarily close to me not living. You don't know how many times I was weak on my feet, how many times I nearly collapsed from fatigue. I do.
I'm not sure what needs to change. But something does.
I'm exhausted. I got more sleep than normal last night thanks to skipping One Piece, but that seems not to have solved the issue I was having even last night. The simple fact is, my body needs rest. I even skipped breakfast today to get extra sleep napping. Nothing. I'm just...not well-off right now.
...Follow-through from the above: my main two theories this point are that I might be SLIGHTLY sick (a single night's rest should get rid of it), or that because I also skipped out on coffee (whoops), I had a major crash.
Regardless, I think it's a sign that I'm doing too much. Too much pressure on myself. Too many obligations. Too much stuff. I'll live, but that was scarily close to me not living. You don't know how many times I was weak on my feet, how many times I nearly collapsed from fatigue. I do.
I'm not sure what needs to change. But something does.
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