It's a decision I absolutely MUST make tomorrow (I cannot put it off longer than that), and it's something that, no matter what, will leave some people hurt and/or disappointed, and potentially damage things depending on what the fallout of my decision is.
Now, I'm generally indecisive as a person anyway, but that's usually for other reasons. Having an opinion but not wanting to voice it. Equally loving both. Equally hating both. Seeing the pros and cons of both and having them weighed as about equal. Having other people who are more decisive around. Generally not caring one way or another what happens.
The list goes on and on for things like that. But this is a time where I absolutely MUST make a decision. And while I make decisions all the time, regardless of need or want to make them, this one's a HARD one for me to make, since I want to make everyone happy yet that's literally impossible for me to do because there are mutually exclusive paths involved here.
I'm not happy about it, but it is what it is. I can't make people like each other and their wishes, which means if they have those strong opinions conflicting......