It started with snow--lots and lots of snow.
Lots and lots and lots of snow. (Ultimately, over a foot of snow.)
Then, work was canceled. After I had already arrived.
Then, my car died while at work. Which is a .75-1.25 hour drive on a good day. As a reminder, there was snow, so much snow that even the freeways were whiteout conditions. So that 45 minutes on a good day was two hours.
And then came the long, long drive back home. With us having to leave the dead car there.
And once home, what did I do?
Waste time, that's what.
And today has been full of depression.
No civ 3 mod progress.
Nothing productive done at all.
I literally filled my day with playing Dead by Daylight (first half of the day) and TFT (second half of the day).
While DBD is proving to be quite fun and I'm actually getting some progress towards what I want (my goal: unlock all the killers you aren't required to pay rl money for, get adept on all of them, and prestige3 them all) in that I got adept on Trapper recently and today got adept on Wraith, it's slowed down on Hillbilly since, well...he's an M2 killer unlike Trapper and Wraith (who're both M1 killers), and, well...I'm barely competent at M1 killers so I'm totally incompetent with the chainsaw.
And on TFT? Backwards progress. I started at 86 LP (which is 3 LP below where I was before I streamed on Wednesday night). I got 8th, then 1st. You'd think that 8th to 1st would be an approximately equal LP gain/loss and zero out to return me to that 80 LP range, but as it turns out, no, in fact they are not. After the 1st place, I found myself down 20 LP from before, in the 60s.
Not that it mattered, as after that? 7th, then 6th. Placing me at 0 LP, at which point I entered my standard 0 LP plan: spam mutants every single game.
Usually, that gets me 1-3 wins fairly quickly.
It took me four games to get one top-four, and it was just that: fourth place.
And at that point it was like 4:30 am, which this blog is being written shortly after on.
I wanted to do a bonus stream, but since it took my family until 4 am to go to bed, I just...can't muster the ability to do so. I just...want to go to sleep and probably waste tomorrow, too.
So I can tell that I am depressed, and fairly strongly so, too.
Lots and lots and lots of snow. (Ultimately, over a foot of snow.)
Then, work was canceled. After I had already arrived.
Then, my car died while at work. Which is a .75-1.25 hour drive on a good day. As a reminder, there was snow, so much snow that even the freeways were whiteout conditions. So that 45 minutes on a good day was two hours.
And then came the long, long drive back home. With us having to leave the dead car there.
And once home, what did I do?
Waste time, that's what.
And today has been full of depression.
No civ 3 mod progress.
Nothing productive done at all.
I literally filled my day with playing Dead by Daylight (first half of the day) and TFT (second half of the day).
While DBD is proving to be quite fun and I'm actually getting some progress towards what I want (my goal: unlock all the killers you aren't required to pay rl money for, get adept on all of them, and prestige3 them all) in that I got adept on Trapper recently and today got adept on Wraith, it's slowed down on Hillbilly since, well...he's an M2 killer unlike Trapper and Wraith (who're both M1 killers), and, well...I'm barely competent at M1 killers so I'm totally incompetent with the chainsaw.
And on TFT? Backwards progress. I started at 86 LP (which is 3 LP below where I was before I streamed on Wednesday night). I got 8th, then 1st. You'd think that 8th to 1st would be an approximately equal LP gain/loss and zero out to return me to that 80 LP range, but as it turns out, no, in fact they are not. After the 1st place, I found myself down 20 LP from before, in the 60s.
Not that it mattered, as after that? 7th, then 6th. Placing me at 0 LP, at which point I entered my standard 0 LP plan: spam mutants every single game.
Usually, that gets me 1-3 wins fairly quickly.
It took me four games to get one top-four, and it was just that: fourth place.
And at that point it was like 4:30 am, which this blog is being written shortly after on.
I wanted to do a bonus stream, but since it took my family until 4 am to go to bed, I just...can't muster the ability to do so. I just...want to go to sleep and probably waste tomorrow, too.
So I can tell that I am depressed, and fairly strongly so, too.
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