It was originally scheduled to be in-person, but then I got covid and tested positive for covid and thus, had to change the type of appointment.
While I was progressing under the prior endocrinologist, this is a new one thanks to the prior one retiring, so I am yet again facing the same fears as the last one: being gatekept.
Originally, by this time, I was meant to be on two pills and start taking estrogen.
But I am worried between it being a first visit, and being remote, that I might get gatekept and be delayed further.
I want to take the next steps so badly. I literally am double-padding bras and shaving twice daily and it's not good enough. I need more. I just...want things to be the way they should be.
So here's to hoping.