So like. I should have had six hours of free time, right?
Okay, so like.
I watched my second-favorite streamer start to finish once I got home.
That took until around midnight so I admit that I lost three of those hours there; time well spent that I would gladly lose again.
How'd I lose the other two hours?!?
Apparently I spent around an hour on mafia looking at the timestamps there.
Where's the other hour?!?
I know I spent time eating and expelling prior meals. I know I spent some time with kitten time. But not enough to account for a full hour; the times above (three hours at the streamer, an hour for the mafia) are including those activities since if I excluded the food, bathroom breaks, etc., it'd be less than three hours and less than an hour.
Why am I missing an hour.
Where did it go.
I mean, it's not quite 3 am, it's 2:45.
But I've still lost more time than I thought and have no answer for how.
I was planning on doing so much. I knew I'd only have time to do one thing.
...But I wasn't expecting it to be none.
I'm getting more and more tired at nights, desiring bed a full 1-2 hours earlier. (Normally I'd go to bed at 4 am, now it's more like 3 am.) So I'm losing an hour of sleep in exchange for getting more rest and an earlier start to the day which is more energetic. (Having the drowsy medications at night helps with that.)
I just don't have the time tonight.
I can't account for all that time.
I know I did things.
It's just like.
How did it math out to be so much time spent that I didn't do any of the things I was planning on?
No minecraft work on the castle; no civ 3; no chrono trigger grinding; no FF VII grinding; no EBF5 grinding.
Literally did nothing but just vibe the entire night pretty much.
I didn't even get to work on the mafia game I wanted to mod.
Just vibing is not a waste of time.
Just vibing is perfectly okay.
Just vibing is perfectly fine a use of time.
Just vibing isn't an issue, isn't a problem.
So having just vibed, not a crime.
How did I use six hours up, while not actually using six hours?
I legit feel like I am missing at least an hour if not two of free time. I don't feel like the hours I spent vibing in a stream were lost, since I was there as a part of them. I don't feel like the hour I spent on mafia was lost, since I did it. But that's only four out of six.
Why did two of my hours I had just not exist?
I'm genuinely baffled.
But ah well.
Gotta sleep, so guess I'll never know.