And here I am.
When Movie Night distracts me.
And anime is on during the night.
With something I must get done in order to continue working.
And something I have to get done in order to pass my class, that I promised before the weekend's end.
Why is my impulse control so...weak?
Like...here I am. Objectively knowing that I could give up any of those activities, and that frankly, it would be healthy to do so.
...And yet, when I try...I...can't give them up.
I cave in.
I do them anyway.
In spite of knowing that it'd probably be healthier if for just one. dang. day. I took a break.
It's not a pleasant demon to have, I can tell you.