Emotionally I'm a mixed bag, both bad yet somehow content. Mentally though, obviously a wreck. Makes no sense, I know, sorry, just the words keep changing, feelings altering. It's not as if my thoughts are there and I simply can't describe them. Common problem I have, yes, but not this time. The thoughts just keep shifting and changing in my mind faster than I can describe.
So no real blog post today.
Sorry.